Believe it or not, there are actually people who actively strive to contract HIV/AIDS. The story of Carlos, one such "bug chaser," is chronicled in a 2003 Rolling Stone article entitled: "Bug Chasers: the men who long to be HIV+." Although news from 2003 isn't necessarily groundbreaking today, the implications of what these bug chasers consider their right to contract a potentially terminal illness are applicable in any discussion of the triumph of individual autonomy versus public health.
Carlos, a 30-year-old gay male from New York City, claims that the actual moment of HIV transmission is "the most erotic thing [he] can imagine." While Carlos acknowledges that he knows "that putting myself in this situation is like putting a gun to my head," he maintains that he still wishes to "be initiated to the brotherhood."Like most bug chasers, Carlos believes that with today's HIV-related treatments, having HIV/AIDS is only a "minor annoyance," like living with diabetes-just take a few pills a day, and you'll be fine.
The internet has served as the primary meeting place for those who are hoping to become infected with HIV-"bug chasers"-and those who are willing to give it to them-"gift givers." Author Gregory Freeman writes, "While the rest of the world fights the AIDS epidemic and most people fear HIV infection, this subculture celebrates the virus and eroticizes it." The anonymity and widespread use of the internet enables these like-minded individuals to meet and engage in casual sex without the use of a condom. "Safe sex" and the use of condoms are often ridiculed on web forums for bug chasers and gift givers, who say that "condoms suck" and "constantly thinking about a deadly disease takes all the fun out of sex."
Many work to contract HIV because they figure after becoming infected, "nothing worse can happen to you," the chase is exciting, they figure they'll contract it anyway, or they like the idea of doing something the general public considers crazy and wrong.